CHAPTER 1 ZANE I rolled over and almost squished heathers tiny body. Shit! I forgot she was even hooked up last night. “Hey sexy” she said putting her hand on my bare chest. “Get out Heather” I said rolling my eyes and grabbing her hand removing it from my chest. “Come on Zane” she said sticking her bottom lip out. ” Why would I hook up with her again” I thought getting out of bed and grabbing my clothes that where laying on the ground next to my bed. “Heather” I said this time more harshly. “I don't do girlfriends you know that you were just another girl on the long list of girls I've fucked with and you know that” I snapped pulling on my jeans and t-shirt. She looked at me then grabbed her clothes and slipped them on quickly. “Whatever asshole” she mumbled before she slammed the door to my room. That was the last time I hooked up with heather; she always tries getting me to be her boyfriend after even though I told her I don't do the fucking girlfriend thing. “Somebody pissed” I heard my brother Cody yells. “Shut up” I heard heather yell at him. I grabbed some clothes from off the ground sniffed them to make sure they were clean and went to take a shower. I wish for once that I can just hook up with a girl that doesn't want a relationship, I don't want a relationship I want fun. After I finished getting ready I went down stairs where my older brother was on the phone, probably with his girlfriend Bethany. I rolled my eyes and went to the fridge taking out a cold piece of pizza and started eating it. My brother was whipped without a doubt. He would do anything for Bethany which was stupid in my opinion, it's not like they were going to make it after we graduate this year, he just going to get hurt. “Why don't you and Faith stop by the shop today then” my brother asked laughing. “...Awesome...ok love you buy” he said then putting his phone in his pocket. He was grinning from ear to ear and as much as I liked seeing him happy I knew he wouldn't be when she broke his heart. “You're so whipped” I said finishing the last two bites of the pizza. My brother rolled his eyes. “I love her I'm sorry if I want to be the reason she smiles everyday” he said I stared at him in disbelief. “Pussy” I muttered. “Whatever Beth and her cousin are coming by the shop today” he said smirking at me. “Is she hot” I asked grabbing the keys from the granite counter tops in the living room. “I'm with Bethany I'm-“he started to say before I finished for him. “Going to look at other girls” I mocked. “You seriously think you and Beth are going to last past graduation” I snapped turning around to look at him he looked at me then started smiling again. “I hope so” he answered closing the front door.
FAITH I was finishing my hair when Beth walked into her room with a grin from ear to ear. I assumed she just got off the phone with Nick her boyfriend that she loves to go on and on about. She was completely smitten with this guy which made me happy, but I didn't want her to get hurt if things didn't work out, which is why I don't do relationships I don't want to end up hurt like my mom after her boyfriend's took off. I've learned to keep my guard up with guys so I don't end up depressed like my mom. “What” I asked turning of the straightening iron and unplugging it from the wall next to Beth's dresser. I rolled my eyes when she wasn't looking she was head over heels for a guy that's probably just going to take off as soon as we graduate. “Nick said we can hang out at the store today because it won't be that busy” she said walking over to her ginormous closet on the other side of the room. I'm serious her closet let alone was the size of my bedroom in the last place we lived. I grunted which caused Beth to look at me confused. “I just moved here Beth I know you love this guy but why can't we hang out just the two of us” I asked pulling down the top to my black tank top. “We'll hang out tomorrow I promise” she called over her shoulder as she walked into the bathroom to change. “Yeah right” I thought to myself. School starts next week and we haven't hung out just the two of us yet her boyfriend was always coming over to watch movies with her and crap. I didn't talk to Beth until we pulled into a strip mall parking lot. I decided to give her the silent treatment for a little bit so she knew I was getting irrated with her choosing Nick over me. It pissed me off even more that she didn't even seem to care I wasn't talking to her. I walked behind her as we walked to a store called Jimmy's hardware. She gave me a quick smile before opening the door and walking in. I followed behind her as anger started swelling up in me anymore. I wanted to tell her he wasn't going to be there for you forever, I am and you're sitting here wasting time on him. At the last second I bit my bottom lip and forced myself not to say it. That would only drive a wedge between us even more. I looked around and scammed the store, it was really small with three aisles, but it had a lot of crap on the walls to make up for it. I looked up as a tall guy walked out of the back door and saw Beth and I. “Nick Beth's here” he yelled looking at me. He looked me over and flashed me a smile that made even my knees weak. He was sexy as hell. He was tall and longish brown hair and blue eyes that you couldn't help but notice when he entered the room. I looked him over he was wearing black dickies and a SRH jersey. “I was going to have fun with this one” I thought to myself giving him a flirty smile. “Hey Babe” Nick shouted from somewhere in the back of the store. “Hey faith I'll be out in a minute” “Ok” Beth called back then looked at the tall guy who stopped staring at me and went back to writing something down. “Hey Zane” Beth said coldly. I looked at her shocked she's not mean to anybody, but she sure seems like she hated him. I shrugged it off it was probably wasn't that big of a deal. After a few minutes Beth started getting impatient and shifting. Was she really that into this guy that she couldn't wait ten minutes for him? I will never be like that. “I'm going to go back there and see what's taking him so long” She said walking towards the door the other guy came out off. I looked over at the guy just to see him look up at me and give me a sexy.
ZANE She was incredibly hot. A lot hotter than I thought she would have been. She walked in behind Beth, but that didn't stop me from noticing her first. She had long brown hair and the best brown eyes I've ever seen on anyone. She was wearing a black tank top with white shorts that showed off her amazing legs. She was incredibly hot. I looked up at her scanning my with a smile so I smiled at her. When she saw my smile she flashed me a smile back. Her perfect lips curling at the side of her mouth made me want to kiss her so bad. “So are you the hot friend” I heard her ask me after Beth went back to see what was taking Nick so fucking lot. He always took forever I'm not surprised. I looked up and saw her standing on the opposite side of the counter from me. I smiled at leaned closer to her. “Nope I'm the hot brother and you must be the hot cousin” I said back to her. She looked at me and smiled. “You're cocky” she said laughing. “And yeah I'm faith nice to meet you” she added backing away from me but keeping her eyes glued to mine. “Zane” I said just as Nick and Beth came from the back. “Hey faith nice seeing you again” Nick said putting his shoulder around Beth's shoulder. I watched as she rolled her eyes and bit back a laugh. “shut up Nick she already loves you, you need to play nice” she said crossing her arms over her chest making her boobs even more perfect then they already where. This time I didn't hold back the laugh. Nick shot me a glare but I didn't care. She might be a bitch, but she's a hot one. “Faith doesn't be rude” Beth said from next to nick. Nick tightened a grip on her like it would protect her from Faith. “Whatever just hangs out with your boyfriend” she said walking over to the counter and lifting herself onto it. This time Beth was the one to roll her eyes. “We should go” Beth said looking up at nick. She looked like she was about to cry. Seriously how attached can you be to someone? “Love you” she said softly giving him a peck on the lips. “You too” Nick said as faith jumped down of the counter. Faith and Beth started walking towards the door but Faith stopped and turned around. “And Zane, you have my permission to stare at my ass” she said winking at me. I laughed as she turned around and started walking towards the door. I did watch her ass as she left and couldn't stop thinking about her after she was gone. She seemed like a girl that only wanted fun, which was exactly what I wanted.
CHAPTER 2 FAITH That night I ended up at “the Roach” according to what Beth called it. I was shocked she wanted to even go to a club, but then I found out why when we got there. Nick was standing outside waiting for us. Anger swelled up inside me when I saw him then I thought about Zane maybe he was here. If he was here then it won't be as bad. The roach was really tiny compared to the clubs back home but it was pretty cool not that I would admit it to Beth who I was extremely pissed at. There was a DJ on stage playing some song I never heard. “Awesome right” Beth yelled in my hear. I looked at her then took off in the other direction to wear everybody was dancing and grinding each other. A really hot guy caught my eye as I walked; he had short black hair and was wearing black dickies with a button up shirt. I started walking over to him when I felt someone grab my ass. I turned around and saw Zane standing there grinning down at me. I pushed myself against him and whispered into his ear. “You like it” I asked putting my hands on his chest. He shrugged “I guess” he said smiling. He was playing hard to get which made me smile I loved a challenge, especially when it came to guys. “You want to dance” he asked me before I could say anything. I nodded my head. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the group of people that where all grinding against one another. I pressed my back to Zane's chest and started grinding against him. I felt his hands land on my hips sending shivers down me even though between the lights and the cramped people it was hot as hell. We danced for a couple songs until it got too hot to handle and Zane asked me if I wanted to sit down. I nodded my head and followed behind him as he pulled me to the side of the club where booths lined the walls. When we got there all the booths where taken. I looked at Zane who was contemplating on what to do. “Who don't you take me home” I whispered into his ear then kissed behind his ear and trialing them all the way to his lips. I kissed him softly then bit his bottom lip asking to go in but he just smiled and dragged me through the crowd. Outside it was much cooler the winds making me shiver in the short tight purple dress I was wearing. “Come on let's get you some where warmer” Zane said grabbing me across the parking lot to a Black raised truck. He picked me up bridal style and set me in the passenger seat making me laugh. I was happy he did that because I probably would have made a complete full out of myself trying to climb that high in stilettos. I stared at Zane as he drove, he was so hot every feature about him was perfect I couldn't wait any longer I just wanted to kiss him and be with him. “Zane pull over.” “What why” he asked looking at me confused. I smirked. “Just do it” I said. He looked at me questiongly but pulled over to the side of the road. I climbed over and got on top of him so I was straddling him. I leaned down and kissed him again. This time he was the one that asked me for entrance by licking my bottom lip. I let him in and we started a dance with our tongues. I moaned against his mouth. He pulled away and smiled at me as he put his hands on my thighs. Heat traveled through me as he moved up my thighs until he got to the bottom of my dress. Then he stopped to pull off his shirt I helped him and ran my hand down his abs which where incredible. He closed his eyes like he was trying to enjoy this moment. I kept my hand running down until I reached his dick which was hard. I rubbed my hand against it as I watched his face. He moaned with pleasure which made me smile. He grabbed me and shifted us so I was lying on the seat with him on top of me. He used one hand to hold him up while he used the other to run up my thigh sending shivers through me. He kissed my neck but stopped at my collarbone and started sucking on it. It drove me crazy; it felt so good I just wanted to feel him inside me. “God Zane hurry up” I moaned. I felt him smile against my collar bone. He looked at me then slipped his hands under my dress. I arched my back as he slid my black lace underwear off. He rubbed my inner thighs with his thumbs as he pushed my dress up. He looked at me as he kissed up my leg and thigh until he got to my vagina. He stuck one finger inside my and then another. I moaned as he thrusted his fingers in me. He stopped then started licking around my clit which felt so good. “Oh god Zane” I said running my hands through his hair. When he stopped I sat up and helped him unbutton his pants. I wanted him in me so bad. I lay back down and waited for him to put his dick inside me. If felt like a long ass time before he finally went in. he started off slow which made me smile. He was going slowly in case it was uncomfortable after a few slow thrusts he started going harder. “Harder” I shouted. He listened and started going harder. Our hips swayed together as he kept thrusting. “Oh yeah, oh I'm going to cum” I said which mad him thrust even harder. I came twice before he did and stopped.
ZANE I waited for her to cum before I did so she could enjoy it then I pulled out, but I didn't move I lifted myself a few inches above her. She looked beautiful even with the crazy sex hair. She smiled and ran her hands through my hair. “Your hairs all fucked up” she said laughing. I laughed and got off her. Without saying anything else we both slipped our clothes on in the cramped space of my truck. “You know out of all the places I've had sex I've never done it in someone's truck” she said putting on her seatbelt then smiling. “A little small but it was still good sex” I said shrugging. She looked at me with an amused smile then looked out the window as I drove. I kept glancing over at her every couple minutes, I was glad she didn't seem to notice because I liked looking at her, even with her hair all messed up and her clothes slightly crooked. “I knew you liked my ass” she said after a few minutes of silence. I couldn't help but laugh that she was bringing it up now. “I never said I didn't” She looked at me with a “really” face and I started laughing. The rest of the ride to my house was quiet which wasn't weird like it was with the other hook ups, I never knew what to expect with other girls, but with faith I knew she wasn't expecting me to say anything which made me more comfortable. “Where are your parents” she asked as we pulled in. I snorted my parents are never home, ever sense we were old enough to take care of ourselves they were gone. At least they paid the rent so nick and I had somewhere to stay. “Business” I answered getting out and walking over to her side. I grabbed her and set her on the ground. She didn't bother to say anything else which I was really happy about I hated my parents and I hated talking about them. I grabbed her hand and let her up to the house which was never locked because nick and I can't seem to keep track of the keys anymore. I turned the lights on in the hallway and let Faith go in first she looked around then smiled at me. “I like it” I smiled at her then led her to the kitchen. I watched as she jumped onto the counter and closed her eyes. She looked sweet and innocent definitely not like the girl from the truck. Her eyes fluttered opened and she smiled at me when she noticed I was staring. “Why are you always staring at me” she asked tilting her head to one side. “Because you're beautiful” I said without thinking. I bit my lip and look down at the ground. Of course she was beautiful, but I never call my hookups beautiful, hot maybe but not beautiful. Beautiful was what Nick called Bethany someone he is actually dating. “You're not too bad to look at yourself” she said. Even though I wasn't looking at here I could still picture the smirk on her face. “So what do you want to do” I asked looking up at Faith who was of course smirking. “I don't know Beth texted me and told me she's on her way so we only have like fifteen minutes” “Ok” I said looking at my phone it was already almost four. I walked over and sat next to her on the counter. I felt her soft lips touch my shoulder sending heat through my body. I sat there on the counter with Faith still in the same position until we heard the door open and close. I was starting to fall asleep when they showed up, my eyes shot open. Faith was sleeping with her head still on my shoulder. “Faith” I said moving my shoulders up and down. Her eyes slowly opened. “Hey” she said smiling just as Nick came in the kitchen with Beth. She looked at Beth and Nick “hey Bethy we ready I'm exhausted she said pushing herself of the counter. “Uh yeah let's go” she said. We all watched as she walked out of the room not bothering to say a goodbye to any of us. She's like the female version of me I thought to myself. “Thanks' for hanging out with her” she said looking at me. I nodded my head and left them standing in the kitchen to say there sappy goodbye's and went to go to bed.
CHAPTER 3 FAITH I regretted last night as soon as I walk up and saw Beth sitting on my bed waiting for me to get up. I didn't even get my eyes fully open when she started talking. “Did you have sex with Zane last night” she asked. She seemed pissed which confused the hell out of me. Why would she be mad it wasn't my first night stand with somebody like Zane? “Yeah and It was good” I said smirking at her as I shifted so I was sitting on the edge of my bed with my feet on the floor. I rubbed my eyes trying to adjust them as the sun busted through the windows. I squinted at her as she kept her eyes on me. “Is that a problem” I hissed. “Yeah he's a player and I don't want you to get hurt” she said. Her face softened. She was trying to look out for me even though I didn't need it I never let my guard down with guys. Zane was hot and drove me crazy unlike any other guy ever did but he was just like me someone who wasn't looking for a chance to get hurt, which makes it twice as easy to have no strings attached. I smiled at her and watched as she grinned back at me. “Beth “It's just sex I wouldn't let him play me like every other girl” I said standing up. I stood and stretched myself out until I heard my back crack. “he's not like every other guy you've hooked up with he's not going to give you any attention and he'll probably hook up with girl right in front of you” I heard Beth say as I started searching my oak dresser to find something to wear. “I don't get why every girl in school tries hooking up with him, then gets heart broken when he says he's not into the “relationship thing”' she said putting air quotes with Relationship thing”. “Have you seen him, he's hot of course every girl wants to hook up with him” I said looking up at Beth” except you.” I said laughing. I don't get how she ended up dating Nick when Zane was there; he was so much hotter than nick in my opinion. She looked down without saying anything. The realization hit me. “Oh my god you did hook up with Zane” my whole body stiffened. That's why she was so cold to him yesterday, because she wanted more than a relationship and he said no. I heard her sniffle like she was crying. I stared at her as I sank on my bed. “Oh Beth” I said putting my hand on her bare leg. She looked up at me with tears filled in her eyes. “He was so sweet to me and I- I thought he cared about me” she said wiping a tear that slid down to her chin. “Then he just said I don't do the relationship thing I thought you knew” she finished, but now she was sobbing. Anger ran through my veins sitting there watching her cry. “I should have known” “no” I snapped” No he should have told you before to make” sure” “Then I met Nick and I fell for him” she said forcing a small laugh. I felt so bad for her, and then I thought of how many times I've done that to guys. I never realized how much I hurt them until now. I was just as bad as Zane. I forced a smile even though I was still beyond pissed at me and at Zane for hurting not only Beth but probably a lot more girls. “Oh my god” Beth said after a few minutes of nothing but deafening silence. I looked up at her. Concern was visible on her face. “What” “You like him” she said softly. I didn't I hated him so much for hurting her and everybody else. “I'm sorry” she said jumping off my Beth and running for the door. “Beth no I ha-“I started to say but she was already out the door before I could finish. I slammed my head back against the wall. I hated Zane, and everything about him, but I hated me more for being just like him. I pushed myself off my bed and started running towards Beth's room which was closed. Without knocking I swung it open and saw her sitting on the bed with her knees to her chest crying. “Beth I Hate Zane, I think he's a total asshole because of what he did, I was pissed that I'm just like him I've done that to so many guys that's why I was angry” She looked up with her puffy face and smiled at me.” I hate him to” she said laughing. I forced another smile at her. I regretted having sex with Zane or any guy for that matter. I was becoming one of my mom's boyfriends, but I couldn't help but think that was better than being my mom. Heartbroken and depressed. I had a lot to figure out.
ZANE “Hey” Nick said as I walked into the shop. He was standing in the back door when I walked in. “Hi” “It's almost three” I heard Nick snap at me but I didn't really care I was still thinking about last night with faith. I didn't want faith to leave last night which never happens to me, then I called her beautiful, as much as I told myself it was just sex. I knew I wanted more when it came to faith. “So I don't give a fuck” “Take it last night went bad” he snickered. “No it was actually pretty good” he looked at me confused then starting grinning from ear to ear. “I never thought I would see the day when my brother liked a girl” “Shut up” “Too bad it's the only girl who doesn't like him back” he added making me angrier then I already was this morning. He was right Faith doesn't want a relationship, she just wanted sex. He was right I liked the one girl that would never want anything more. A little while later I was texting my friend Liam about some fight he had with his skanky girlfriend when I heard someone come in the shop. I looked up and saw three girls coming in. Brooklyn Cox, Brittany Jameson, and Erica Morris all three of which went to the same high school. I've hooked up with all three of them, but they definitely didn't even come close to Faith. I groaned as I thought about Faith. Right now I didn't have the slightest clue of what was going to happen between faith and I, I wanted something she didn't. “Hey sexy” Erica said walking up to me. Erica was the head of whatever you wanted to call her group. She was wearing a tube top with shorts that literally showed her ass. “What Erica I'm busy” I lied moving papers on the counters to make it seem like I was. Erica was stupid she would believe it. “Kyle graves is having a party tonight I heard it was going to be-“she started saying but I already knew what she was going to say. It was going to be a totally awesome party and she was going to ask if I want to hook up with her. “No thanks Erica I'm busy” I said not looking up at her. I was a horrible liar and it showed on my face if I looked up even someone as stupid as Erica could probably tell I was lying. “Really” Erica asked surprised. I heard laughing and turned around to see Nick standing there with a smirk on his face that I desperately wanted to wipe off his face. “Hey Nick how are you” Erica said pissed, probably cause she had absolutely no clue why he was laughing. “Whatever Erica” he said laughing and going to the back. I looked back at Erica and her friends who were all staring at me. “Look I'm really busy if I can't help you with anything in the store can you leave” I asked annoyed. “Whatever come on” she said to Brooklyn and Brittany stomping out of the store. I let go of a breath I was holding it was almost six o'clock I don't think Nick would mind if I left a little early. “I'm leaving” I yelled, but he didn't answer back so I just left. As I drove back to my house I was trying to decide if it was a good idea to go over to Beth's house and talk to Faith, but I couldn't force myself to do it. Nick was right she would tell me what I already knew; I was just what she was supposed to be to me, another hookup.